Frustratin life man..

kinda bz these days till no time to post blog..lolx..juz started my class LCCI accounts..was pretty hard fr the 1st day than fr the 2nd week managed to catch up..pretty tirein..last month i went to KL to discuss abt a job with my frenz Joel n my bro Sara..planned to join bt dnt knw when..nt enough cash currently bankrupt finished all my cash..than i n my bro went to watch clash of titans 3D bt i dnt get it: wats da diff between 3D n normal view..?? well this month was awesum..last nite went yum-cha with my best frenz Eugene, Eric n Gregory..we went to this mamak restoran..than we tried shisha..was freakin awesum man!!..Gregory did O usin da smoke n Eugene was beat boxing Eric was high after takin too much of it n me singin n shisha-in with Greg..than we met a person there co-incidently..well..dnt wanna talk abt dat..i was talkin with my bro this mornin abt him..my bro says dat his a useless person cuz he has a gf who trust him on watever he says bt he is cheatin her..i n my frenz saw him with a diff gal..my bro said ''c'mon man if ya wanna b a playboy than dnt love a gal who is willin to give her love or has alrd gave her love to a person cuz dats hurtin'' in my head i juz thought his an jerk..i dnt wanna talk bad words cuz nt cool at all bt ''DAMN'' i seriously dnt knw wat to say after saw dat disgustin scene..i cnt believe it man..i've been lovein 1 gal fr many years n nvr looked fr another one bt this guy, has a gf sincere to him, loves him so mch..bt he ''AAAAAARRRRRRRGGGHHH''..crap shits man..haiz..i really pity her..i c her has mei mei also bt than i gotta think abt tellin her..my frenz tried it thou she still dnt believe..sumthin is on my mind abt him bt i cnt do dat cuz than i'll b da bad guy..wat ever happens i cn support only so far..if Joel makes his move i support him cuz it need to b fare n spuare..my another mei mei (Pauline) was tellin me to forget abt da gal who i've been waitin fr..even if i leave her in my heart rest of the gals r like my younger sisters or older sisters..damn sad..bein a indian guy n love a chinese gal is in consideration situation n dat really gets on my nerves..i wnt leave her or cheat on her bt she is lookin at me has a INDIAN guy nt sum1 else..bt id if any1 prose me i would consider too bt i hope she wnt leave me cuz i wnt leave her..i want sum1 to b beside me love me care me..i'll do da same to them..bt wat i get is FIGHT! FIGHT! & FIGHT!..it's like in my daily schedule apointments..advicers fr hitters too..it's like bein a jack ass doin nothin..i feel like useless stayin alive sumore..i wish i die fast..bt i do have sum unfinished biz..once i'm done with my biz..i'll think abt the diein point..n i havent chat with a (person) i put the bracket cuz she's special one..i knw la i cnt win her heart all juz like an RACIST one..shet get it dat i'm so truly in love with her..so lame wei..nt cool nt cool..i gotta chill..haiz anywayz..i manage to sell all my DJ accesories..n still dat cash is nt enough fr me..nw i'm tryin to b like my grand father..i wanna b a Charted Accountant juz like him n b a Tan Sri..i plan to go to UK fr work after i finish my ACCA here..i want my family to b proud..n i dnt wanna show my pain to them..my family hates me also i dnt care..i'm a looner only anyway no one cares abt me..even nw if any1 wanna hurt me i dnt mind..dats y i seek fr love..bt gosh..i cnt get SHE understandings to me at all..makes me sad..bt i keep laughin at out side bt cryin at the inside..argghh shits mah..change topics..kayz kayz..i gtg alrd..i'll post my blog one month once..so coaz..take care..if theres anythin on ya mind abt love message me i cn help cuz i'm gonna b da love Dr. soon lolx..juz helpin only leh..i dnt want any1 to b goin on their life like me..so cheers keep a smile on ya face alwayz..l8trs guyz ^^ :)..