Bad day..Heart Broken..:(

well couldn't get time to update my blog..well i've notice that i've lost in my own love life..i fell in love with a girl 6 months ago..each time i try my self to get in touch with her right now she avoids me..i have a strange feelings that she probably hates me..because i am a Indian or maybe she's only looking at my features than heart..i hope that she would understand my heart..my job is done this week hopefully that i'll get my pay soon..well i am going to work at 7-11 at my place for part-time..i am probably starting class next week..i do need some cash in hand too because these days no money no talk..plus i need to thank to all my friends who gave me courage, confidence and cheers to my love life..never wanted to let you guys down..but i think i had fail to win her heart..i don't want to hurt her too so..i am going to keep this secret within my self so she would have a happy life..i am happy has long she is happy that is more than enough for me..^^